Didn't I?
Well, I passed all of my classes. So I'm completely relieved about that. I no longer work at my sucky job, just Best Buy now :) and I love it! That one girl (that I mention a lot on here) and I have started dating again. Because really, I love her, she loves me, we only get to live once so what is the fucking point of being so serious all the time. I trust her deep down, she trusts me deep down. We just need to drop the past because, honestly, that's all it is. I was (and I say this in the most dramatic fashion) scarred from my last relationship when I started dating her and that took a toll on how I treated her. And I'm owning up to that. She is also owning up to how badly she treated me from time to time, and we're moving on from it. But, remember, we are just dating. DATING. We are not together. There is still a chance it won't work. But I'm confident. We're keeping it simple and innocent. I've received a few negative responses to the news of our "fresh start at dating", but overall, my friends have been very VERY supportive. And I'm very thankful for that. I'm in a much better place right now. And I truly believe that, if it doesn't work out between us this time around, I'll respond to it in a much healthier way than I did with previous break-ups, because I know I had the chance to make it better. I know I gave it my all to make it work. And if my all didn't cut it, then it just wasn't supposed to be.
:)
i miss you kris
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